Dear Cybiline,
It is with a cautious heart that I receive news that you wish to take an apprenticeship at a weavery. As your second-mother, I probably have a say or two on the matter, though I'm not sure you'll like it.
I know I have countless times turned to these miserable pile of papers to spill my frustrations and distill from them meaning, or at least the shadow of a sense that could be rescued amid the endless stream of nonsense that washes over us all, weavers. The feeling is not new, at least not for us, elders in the craft. Still, the frustration never gets old, does it, really?
Magic it seems to you, but how close to the mundane it is. It baffles even me at times. It doesn't matter that we say that it's not a deep mystery and that anyone can do it, but they're always looking for cryptic shortcuts, for intricate games of the mind. How many charlatans have profited from it! How many rose to power because of it!
But this... This power that comes from all matter is so disappointingly simple to understand.
The problem, of course, is, first, how to set your intuitions to the right spectrum. And the second, to hone that intuition.
Now, that's where things get tricky. Weavers of all walks of life have dedicated themselves to do just that, being them learned or naturals. How many books have been written to describe the most precise of methods just to help people get a grasp of the ficklest sensibility to that notion? I have piles of them and could burn half, for all I care. If you want to be a weaver, you have to expose yourself to weaving. Breath it like you breath the very air that enters your lungs, my dear. That's key, though I'm afraid it's not the only one.
With time, you'll see how your intuitions will bear fruits, so many fruits. It's like something clicks in your mind, really. You'll know when it happens, and when you do, everything else will follow. You'll be able to interpret without effort, and know where such and such bits go together.
Well, it's true that many people use words or trinkets as clutches to interpret the Texture. Don't feel embarrassed if you come to need them, only pigheaded weavers make a big deal out of it. Me included, but that you already knew.
But I said to earn and to hone your intuitions were a problem. Yes, they are, only inasmuch as they do not come with structured education or practice, but with experience from exposure. And that changes wildly from place to place, and even from person to person. If you endure that process, then there's nothing to worry about: you'll be a weaver in no time.
The true problem, and I can't emphasize it enough, is to lose yourself in the weaving.
Now, heed my words, and promise me you will not forget them. This is the only thing that you must not let go, lest all goes to ruin and another good weaver is lost to it.
Do. Not. Interpret. Beyond. Reach. That is the golden rule, the definitive ban, the unavoidable warning. Every time you do it, you go further down the untamable underbelly of the Texture. Every time you come back, you bring a little bit of the untamed with you.
Weavers who go deep into the Untamed start interpreting everything wrong. And that's where the ruin begins.
But enough with gloomy discussions. I know you will make the best decision and be a baker instead.
Just kidding. But if you choose to be a weaver, go and be a competent weaver. And more importantly, a sensible one.
Now, I've emphashized more words than I care to in a single letter, and you're not even one of my apprentices. Go and be a kid, you'll be fine.
And send me a package of sweet tapiocas with your next letter, or else I won't dignify to respond.
Sincerely yours,
Your most devout (and mostly tired),
Giedana Armestrome, Head Interpreter of the Heiendam